one hundred percent intensity

i thought today, people often say that if they got the opportunity to do a certain thing that they could die right then and there and be happy. and i believe that phrase is used too often by each individual person because they would have already died averagly 35 times just this year. but that aside, i thought to myself…what would be the one thing that i could die happily and feel complete after having done? i came to my answer instantaneously, then my heart started beating fast and my chest began to burn. and thats because what i want to do is my passion. and i feel this way each and every time i think about it, without failure. i know what i want to be around my whole life…and i’m never going to let anything get in the way.

Being thrown into a completely new pool of opportunities, people and decisions is vulnerability at its finest. That vulnerability is such a rush, all ends are open and there is no way of knowing what will happen. The unknown. Conquering it and learning new things about myself throughout the process is the best feeling I have ever experienced up to this point in my life. I feel as though this time period is comparable to a magnet, and pieces of me are being drawn in from everywhere. I’m jumping in head first and I know the feeling of that water crashing around me is incredible.